fuck it

OMG!

You see, I love Skins and... after I click play, I'll watch the last two and a half minutes of the second season finale, which happens to be the first generation's finale and, after that, everyone will be gone, except for Effy. She's a genius, I love her, though no more than Cass (don't take it like real love). Anyway, the thing is that now that I'm two minutes and thirty seconds from the end, I see Sid arriving to the New York's Grand Central Station. So fuckin' amazing, not just because I was there, but because there's exactly where I got lost the first day I was in NYC. I know that isn't such a big deal, but it is for me, because I felt like I could get lost anywhere in the world, but getting lost in New York was special.So... yeah, now it's time for me to watch the END.

Au revoir,
Cee Cee

clear now?

OK, so I wanted to clear up something, because I think that people may misunderstand (and three people have already misunderstood) what I wrote on the last entry, though I appreciate your concern.

Everything started a long time ago. You see, I don't like food's smell (mostly when it's been in recipients for hours, like my lunch for school, that's why I tend to take salad most of the time, which isn't as smelly as... other food). Well, so that's one thing.
The fact is that, like one month ago I read Perfume: the story of a Murderer (great book, btw) and it made me more conscious of the smells, including food's, so I started paying more attention to them (for example, when I walk on the streets I feel that the smell of wet pavement is more intense). It's like when we studied the Respiratory System at school and on every Biology class I started thinking about my breath constantly. So it's that kind of stuff.

And finally, there's Skins. There are some scenes when Cassie starts looking around and sees people eating and it's kind of gross the way they eat, so that's it! I mean, it's not like I won't eat ever again because I think it's cool or because Cassie is cool. It's just that, for some reason (associated with what I told you before), I started finding some food disgusting, whether it's because of its smell and/or because it looks gross. So I just don't eat that kind of food. My only problem is that there's a LOT of food now that I don't like. Thank God, my beloved salads are not either smelly or gross-looking, and that's is why I said it's good for my diet.

So, don't panic, I'm not about to become an anorexic or anything. I'm totally healthy, I'm not depressive, I love my life, but it's just that I don't love food anymore.

Love,
Cee Cee.

☺ P.S. 1 I adore Cassie, I think she's totally adorable, but I don't love the fact that she's an anorexic or a drug addict. I just think she's fascinating as the person she is. In fact, the quote I put my profile box is there because it was so sweet in the way that she did such a sacrifice to impress Sid, not because it's admirable that she didn't eat for days.
☺ P.S. 2 Thanks for your concern, I think it's lovely that you try to help, though I'm afraid that you were wrong, at least, about me. But, again, love you for caring so much.

eat!

Hello, hello!
Last night I had a strange dream that had to do with my academic conscience... weird...
Buuuuuut, anyway, let's talk just a little bit of the real life and what's been up lately.
Let's see, since last Wednesday, I'm on holidays, but just until Monday, which sucks. I've done academic stuff like reading books for school, making final copies, researching for debates, etc. though I've had a little bit of social life as well. On Monday I met with friends for Pame's birthday and yesterday some of them came to play Beatles Rockband (yeah, I have it and I'm loving it).
Also, TV series are starting this week! I've already watched Gossip Girl's premiere, I'm looking forward to start watching TBL (The Beautiful Life) which premieres tonight and, well The Office, of course (♥). Plus, I started watching Skins! Totally addictive. You see, I've watched the first series (yeah, English, they don't call them seasons) and now I adore Cassie, she's oh, wooow, totally lovely. She's anorexic and addicted to drugs (like everyone) and to impress Sid she didn't eat for three days so she could be lovely. If you don't watch Skins, you must be totally lost right now, sorry.

The thing is, that now, thanks to her, I find food disgusting, and it doesn't matter if I'm starving, but I just find it gross, except for Quadritos de Avena, so now, I've just been drinking tea (which would be what pills are for Cass). Terrible, isn't it? I mean, I love food, it's taste, everything, but now, when I see it... eww! I hope it doesn't last for long, though, in a way, it's good for my diet! Yes, I'm on a diet right now (nothing too radical, of course), and it's quite good not to think about food so frequently, especially because yesterday I ate two doughnuts.

What else, people... Oh, yes, I love Regina Spektor's latest album! It's totally great. It's called Far, by the way.

That's all folks!

Cee Cee.

P.S. I've added a header and some pictures on the side bar! Hope you like it. Construction's over.