It happens to me that I always give and never receive. I mean, like giving, you know? But it happens that the one thing I want the most, is taken away from me. And what's even worse, I can't have it back without hurting the people I care for the most. It was never properly mine, though I've dreamt of so for a long time. So now it's my time to pretend, as always. At least, it's a way of developing my acting skills, performing one of the hardest and most painful roles, because the show must go on.